Mixed emotions...survivors guilt
Had my 6 mo check up with new Onc on Thurs....no markers , just a manual exam .. she "graduated" me to once a year checkups! Why am I not thrilled?
Today I went to the funeral of a childhood friend who was diagnosed w metastatic lung ca. in Sept. She was a Nurse and non smoker whose own Mom died from same when my friend was 16. I should be used to all the death by now...but each one shakes me to the core.She leaves behind a 10 yo daughter and loving family..
I dont feel like celebrating my own milestone ~ I am still struggling with depression and just cant seem to get over the "hump" and just wanted to say I love and value you all even tho I am "silent" for long periods!
Much love,Marcia
Any suggestions~
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