just placed on hospice

[charlotte]

Went back to the Onc. today .total waste of time. He speaks of not wanting to take the port out now... So it looks like like I'll keep this sucker for a while now.. I wish he would make up his mind now. now he says it would be "too dangerous" to try and remove it now.
I sometimes think these Drs. play mind games... He doesn't know , once I figure out the steps and "rules and regulations", I am a force to be paid attention too, and not just put on the shelf and forgotten .
I want to thank each and every one for your nice emails and words of encouragement. please remember me in your prayers. I hold each and every one of you in mine..
On a sad note, my dog died last night. They think he was food poisioned.. outlook doesn't look all that great.... I guess its not safe to let your dog out in the yard.
Charlotte