I'm a nervous wreck..

[mimiflower07]

Not sure whats happen to my soul..use to think i was a strong women now not so sure. My ooph is scheduled for next thursday. My muga score passed so thats it...surgery is a go. So why am i fretting do much about this surgery. I feel like i made it through a nine hour surgery this should be walk in the park. Guess a part of me was hoping i would not have to be intubated for this.
I watch to many medical shows. I will shake my self off and get back on that horse but i wish..i was finished riding. On a better note..I have new nipples but they don't light up !! I think i'm tired..thats it...i'm tired of this
sh..t ,
I want my mommy..lol
now i feel better
Suzanne