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Old 05-07-2008, 01:58 PM   #1
Believe51
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Location: RHODE ISLAND (Ed getting me a latte on 2nd Cancerversary Cruise 2008) 'BELIEVE': To accept as true or real, To have faith in, To presume ALWAYS BELIEVE
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Smile ~We Are Being Watched From Above~I Feel It..

As you know, Ed and I went to an Oncologist appointment yesterday. When we were finished we went to the ocean so we could focus and certainly mourn our losses.

YOU HAD TO SEE THE SUN RAYS SHINING THROUGH THE CLOUDS....GLORIOUS MY DEARS!!! I felt as though it was a sign that our Sweet Angels were letting us know they are in Heaven, they are watching, and they have never felt so powerful. I was going to tell Ed what I felt this beautiful sky was all about.....but he beat me to the punch. I have seen gorgeous skies before but NOTHING like this!!

As we mourn these losses we must remember that they spent their time helping us through our journeys, supporting and loving us. We are still here and if we had not loved them so much we would not be as sad as we are now.

I took pictures but have not been able to get them on the computer yet. I still have Tiptoes pictures to post. Ed also took a picture of me that he said he needs to see on the computer. It was amazing how these pictures came out, the sun and its rays, simply perfect!

Remember also, God must have had special plans for these Fine Warrriors to have taken them all so close together. They are free....free of cancer, free of pain, free, free, free. It is us who shall stand together to make it through without them here with us.

Michelle was "My Shining Star" and you cannot even imagine what I seen in that gorgeous sky last night. The brightest star, it is my Michelle. I do not think I have ever seen such a wonderful sky-morning and night!!

I love you all so very much.>>Believe51

PS: I came to work this morning and what do you think was on my desk??
A WHITE 'BLEEDING HEART' PLANT. I have seen pink & red but never white. This fine gentleman never knew what had happened since Sunday, he just loves me and knows how I adore life & living things.

I will watch this grow with pride, I will forever see My Shining Star in its flowers.

IF ANYONE IS INTERESTED IN A PLANT, I WILL HAPPILY SHARE SOME SHOOTS WITH Y'ALL. It could become a community plant, I will send it to anyone who e-mails me @ my YAHOO address since I can never keep my PM address empty.
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