if that were indeed true, what could you do about it anyway? in my opinion, the best course of action is to let it go. i understand your need to analyze, but analyzing it is not going to lead to anything productive, and you are not going to arrive at any answers, in my opinion, the best thing you could do is to move on and stop thinking about what is unknowable and for the most part, irrelevant to your outcome.
best,
lauren
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