Stategies for better mental health

I go through this every few months. I have stable bone mets, have had lung mets which went away, pleural effusion which also went away, clear lung scans except for scarring. Yet I have not worked for 3 years now, a job I loved but involved heavy lifting. I have got 7 grown children but naturally they are in their own world and I wouln;t want them hovering around me anyway. My day revolves around housecleaning ( oh, I THANK God I can do it), laundry, dishes, listening to the radio---in other words it is a VERY low-stress life, to the point of almost being boring. But generally, I like "boring". I have got neuropathy of my hands and feet due to certain chemos in the past, so I am kind of lame. I should use a cane but I don't---I could get a "handicapped" sticker but I don't. I don't like being "sick". My point is that I suffer from periodic---angst, depression? I don't know what you call it. I am at loose ends, I feel lonely and I never talk of my deepest fears with anyone, not even my husband. They are so happy to see me on my feet and working around the house, you can just feel them breathing a collective sigh of relief. I am kind of crabby and distracted, like I don;t want anyone bursting my low-stress bubble, but it is little things, out of proportion, like a towel on the floor, it is really irrational. My question is this: short of taking anti-depressants, what are some statagies that I can have to make life better? I think I just need a friend who is going through this. Thanks! Susie

[tammymarie1971]

Hi Susie, I don't think it is uncommmon to go through periods of "blueness" or whatever you want to call it...It is understandable...I wonder if you don't need the money that maybe a volunteer job might help..Maybe visting once a week to an old folks home or rocking babies that need special care in the hospital neonatal unit or reading stories to a class of kindergartners or some other special talent that you may have and want to share...I'm not saying you sound selfish...not at all.... but I know that every once and awhile I get so tired of having everything about me!!! but when I do something for someone else it makes me feel great!! and them too!!! I sure hope I didn't offend you or make light of your feelings but this might just help!!! You could also go to a vitamin store and ask about vitamins or supplements for mental well being ..I think it's B vitamins but it might be worth asking about if you want to stay away from medication...although if things don't start looking brighter for you there is nothing wrong with taking medication for it!!!!! I sure hope things brighten up for you!! I too get "down" once and awhile.
Take care Susie,
Tammy

Thank you. I get caught up in this dilemma now and again. Not enough to do, even tho I sub at a bookstore once a week of so and run errands for a friend who is laid up from surgery. It's a strange thing, like something that I'm not facing. When the sun goes down I feel "blue". I have been taking desiccated liver powder for the b-vitamins. What do you think? Susie

[fourboysmom]

Hi Susie,

Unsure about the liver powder, but please know that depression and anxiety can creep up on anyone. Living with cancer can certainly take its toll. I have 4 small children and have plenty to do, but still at times feel lost and depressed. I'm not ashamed to say anti- depressants have helped so much, and they need not be forever.
Love and peace, Janet

You are absolutely not alone - its back to that meaning of life question!

On the matter of the physic I begin to feel like a cross between an old gramaphone and a snake oil salesman but its back to the omega threes and sixes. (its good for all sorts of things)

Fats are fundamental to the functiong of the human body. The brain is in a large part made up of fats, Intake of omega threes (balancing the threes and sixes) is reported as helping in all sorts of mental issues.

Check it out on the net. It will give you a challenge, is a fascinating topic, and you will be able to bore your family and friends to bits.

Keeping the brain diverted is a good strategy.

RB

[SusanAnne]

I was feeling the same way so I tried a couple of things. I went back to my part time job (2x/wk) to get out of the house. I also tried eating better. Another big help for depression is exercise! After trying it all for a good six months I decided I needed more guidance. I discovered Cognitive therapy. I highly recommend it. I knew lots of other women who have been going to therapists and going and going ......I didn't want that. Cognitive therapy teaches you how to recognize the distortions in your thoughts and replace the depressive thoughts with new more appropriate ones. I've had only about 7 visits and already feel sooooo much better. And when you're done, you carry with you the tools to use for the rest of your life.

Best of luck,
Susan

[michele u]

Susie,
Low impact exercise i think is the ticket for you. Walk for 30 min, not fast, just walk the whole time. Do this 3-4 times a week. This is help your immune system,help your heart, decrease your recurrence risk,you may lose weight, and you will produce those "good feeling" hormones along with everything else. Heh,you can't lose