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I Had To Put My Father In A Nursing Home
I WILL BE GLAD TO END 2006. IT HAS NOT BEEN MY YEAR. I'M TRYING MY BEST TO STAY POSITIVE BUT TONIGHT I'M HAVING A PITY PARTY FOR MYSELF. I HAD TO PUT MY FATHER IN THE NURSING HOME 24 DAYS AGO AND IT IS JUST AGONY WATCHING HIM DIE A LITTLE EACH DAY. TONIGHT WHEN I WENT TO VISIT, HE WAS VERY ANGRY WITH ME AND BEGGED TO GO HOME. THIS BREAKS MY HEART. SOMEHOW I WILL HAVE TO GET THRU HIS DEATH WHICH I KNOW WILL COME SOON. I KNOW HE WILL FIND PEACE SOON AND I TRY TO FIND COMFORT IN THAT BUT I AM SO VERY TIRED AND WONDER WHY LIFE HAS TO BE SO HARD. JUST HAD TO POOR MY BREAKING HEART OUT---THANKS FOR LISTENING.
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SHEILA (45)
09/2005--BREAST CANCER/8 POS NODES --A/C, MASTECTOMY,TAXOTERE, RADS, TAMOXIFEN,HERCEPTIN
02/2007--B/C METS TO OVARIES--HYSTERECTOMY, FASLODEX
12/2007--ENLARGING LYMPH NODES IN ABDOMEN--IXEMPRA, THEN TYKERB
08/2008--COLON TUMOR--A/C AGAIN,
12/2008--ABDOMEN TUMOR--AVASTIN/NAVELBINE FEMARA
05/2009--MET TO SPINE (L2) RADS
CURRENT TREATMENT
07/2009- START ZOMETA MONTHLY, XELODA & ABRAXANE......SURVIVING THE BEST I CAN
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