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dawn · 12-06-2009, 05:17 AM

I just cant shake this anxious feeling. Its like you're waiting for the other shoe to drop. Only for my children I wouldn't go out of the house, I want to curl up and not do anything. I tell myself to shake it off and continue on. I pretty healthly with no pain, I have a small met on my breast bone but its incapicatating me. Wondering what the future has in store. Even though without cancer you don't know. But I cant get by, will this feeling pass with time as I learn to deal with it. Should I be taking medication to help me. Im so scared all the time. I just want to sit and cry and yell why me. Please help.

Dawn

12-06-2009, 05:17 AM	#1
dawn Senior Member Join Date: Jul 2006 Location: Newfoundland, Canada Posts: 153	Does the anxious feeling ever leave I just cant shake this anxious feeling. Its like you're waiting for the other shoe to drop. Only for my children I wouldn't go out of the house, I want to curl up and not do anything. I tell myself to shake it off and continue on. I pretty healthly with no pain, I have a small met on my breast bone but its incapicatating me. Wondering what the future has in store. Even though without cancer you don't know. But I cant get by, will this feeling pass with time as I learn to deal with it. Should I be taking medication to help me. Im so scared all the time. I just want to sit and cry and yell why me. Please help. Dawn __________________ Dawn Mar 2006Stage IIIA, Her2/Neu 3+++, Er & Pr positive, 8 of 18 pos 03/14/06: Mastectomy 04/19/06 started Chemo adriamycin, chlophosphamide, taxotere 25 rads Nov 1, 06: 3 years Tamoxifen, Herceptin (1yr) Jan 2009 Femara mets to bone aromasin and aredia June2009: Full Histerectomy 2/22/2010 6 spots in liver 2 mm-10 mm: switched to xeloda and Herceptin will continue with Aredia J Scan February 2011 new onc, switch to abraxane April 2011 NED clear organs, 3 spots on bone scar tissue. Scans August 2mm spot on liver and lungs. now on to tykerb/xeloda Dec 2011 scans nothing on lungs, liver down to 1 2 mm spot. j une 2012 another spot on liver on to cisplatin/gemzar.