[IrvineFriend]

I'm so sorry for your recent news and progression. Like many others, I can't offer any advice because I think it's so personal. I know I told myself after my treatment that I could not/ would not do it again, but if I'm true to myself, I think I would choose to fight. I see that you're still quite young and there are miracles and people living against the odds. I guess I'm saying there is always hope if you have a doc that is truly an advocate for your wishes. My only advise would be to find a quiet place and maybe do some meditation via utube and find your answer. I will be following you on your progress and I have have prayers and well wishes for you daily.