Wow, this really struck me... what a struggle this has been for all of us. I did my best to laugh through it but my cancer jokes were met with shocked stares. My tears were met with "pull it together, a lot of people survive this". It seemed that nothing was the right attitude. I finally got on Zoloft and feel like it has taken that hard edge off my emotions and I am so much easier to live with. Not sure what the negatives are but no one has given me that "look" in a long time.
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Kim
Diagnosed 7/05
Stage 3a er+(45%) pr+(68%) Her2+ (40%)
3.8 cm + .8cm multi focal - pleomorphic lobular tumors
high grade DCIS
7/20 nodes
BRCA 2 positive as of 5/07
surgeries: double mastectomy, hysterectomy (LAVH)
A/C,Herceptin for 1 year completed 11/06
femara
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