[IRENE FROM TAMPA]

Friends -
Heartfelt thanks for your thoughts & comments - expressed both here at the Caring Bridge website.
I added the below journal entry today - together with more select photos of Irene, myself and our entire group. There's no denying the severe challenges Irene's facing now and that lay ahead. As we've all found throughout the years, a sprinkling of denial can go a long way when consequences are dire and normalcy is sought. Unfortunately, denial isn't the strongest of warriors - as many of you already know.

You live by the heart. The heart defines you.
Be it brave, cold, courageous, fearful.....
Your intellect sculpts & shapes your hearts desires.

Together they make you whole.

When reality serves to break your heart.
When your heart's desires may no longer be attainable.
Hopefully, hopefully, your intellect can find you.
Hopefully, it pulls you from that darkness & gives solace.

To be honest, I'm not sure.

John

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Another day...more treatment and more hope for good things.

Although lethargic the majority of the time, Irene did receive both radiation and physical therapy treatments. Only time, treatment, prayer and/or positive thinking will tell if she'll overcome these considerable obstacles. She's most certainly trying.

Visitors are welcome although her energy level is very low, she cant engage in extended conversation and you may find her condition disconcerting/upsetting. She hears and understands everything though - holding out her strongest commentary for when declaring to the room that I talk too much!

As is her way, this never fails to bring cheer to everyone, but unfortunately causes me to talk more. I never did listen...you can ask her yourself, I'm sure she'll agree.

Positive results cant be measured in daily increments.
Small miracles dont happen everyday and sometimes they're difficult to discern - so I may not post daily - but your Guestbook comments are both emotional and inspirational to all. Thanks.

I've updated the photo area with more pictures of Irene in far better times.

Be well - John