After my DX 4/04 I remember thinking that there had been several times in my life when I remembered having thoughts that went something like this - "when I have breast cancer..." It wasn't until I was diagnosed that I thought about how odd these thoughts were - no family history, I was young - 44 and healthy. When I look back at when I had these thoughts however I get no feeling ever that I thought this would kill me. Bizarre huh?
Nonetheless, I hang onto the feeling that this will not kill me!!!!
Best,
Tami
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