[panicked911]

oh the stargest things..
skipped my mamo last year and OB nagged to do it this year - only date available July 22 - my brothers b'day - had mamo - doc said problem on left side - wanted to reshoot - they did saif it was fine - I didn't beleive them - a sith sense told me something was no right - had an ultra sound on my mothers b'day sept 2 ( we we very close and she passed away 8 years ago - not from cancer) - ultra souns showed 1 small lump - went to surgeon had biopsy - got cancer diagnosis on daughters 10th b'day - went to see surgeon at Sloan she found the second lump and scheduled surgery for Oct 3 - ( which would have been by father's 80th b'day - he passed in 1985) - made surgeon chnage th date to Oct 5 - couldn't handle the birthday thing anymore even though the dates were picked arbitrarily -
To much of coincidence for me to accept definitely other forces at work