[Cathya]

I was thinking today of something that happened to me 6 months to a year before I found my lump and wonder if any of you have had a similar experience. I am not a particularly spiritual person but I can't help but wondering....... In any case, I was in the middle of a sound sleep one evening some time before my diagnosis when I woke up and the first thing that went through my mind was, "there is something in my body...and it's killing me". Now, I thought about this for a few seconds...figured I was nuts and where did that come from and went back to sleep. I have a history of bowel cancer in the family and had just had a colonoscopy so figured I was safe. I had thought about this numerous times and wondered....is this a higher power or perhaps I felt the lump in my sleep or perhaps the mind knows things about the body at some deep level. In any case this was a warning that I didn't listen to and now I listen .....lucky no messages of late. lol Happy New Year all.

Cathy