[rinaina]

Thanks Bonnie for sharing your experience with me. I am glad you have found a comfortable place for yourself. At this point I feel I must try to fix this but not until I am completely healed. One breast is completely healed and the other is almost completely healed. I am crying more then usual too but not on narcotics and haven't been for months. I'm just so overwhelmed with this ongoing nightmare. The latest is I am seeing a PT who specializes in lymphadema because I still have so much pain in my arms shoulders and chest. No one has told me I have lymphadema and I plan on confronting my PS next visit. The problems just keep on coming as a result of me feeling I dropped the ball on this one. I do blame myself for what happened to me because I feel unlike other times I have had surgery, I rushed into it before I had all the self education and facts. Still very upset with myself over this. Also upset I didn't get better guidance from my PS.