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Believe51 · 06-03-2009, 03:41 PM

Alice, thank you so much for thinking of me on this special date. I actually joined the site in March as MarieG, but we had an issue with the site. When it was resolved I needed to reregister and was going through a rough time with Ed's cancer. This date represents the "Birth of Believe51", unconditionally devoted wife and professional caregiver (hehehe)!!! Since I felt like I needed to represent myself in a stronger way, it just came to me and it sounded splendid. Believe is my favorite word and it goes well beyond religion and 51 was the age of Ed at the time.

I thank you all for returning all the love and support that I try to supply right back at 'cha!! I cannot thank you all enough for helping me through the passing of my Angel, I have been so busy focusing on cleaning out of her home, emotions aside. I feel now that I can fully mourn properly since this is finished. It is hitting me like a brick today and then I see this thread. You guys are my everything and I am so blessed to have you all loving me. You are all one of my greatest gifts!!>>Believe51 aka: MarieG

06-03-2009, 03:41 PM	#6
Believe51 Senior Member Join Date: Jun 2007 Location: RHODE ISLAND (Ed getting me a latte on 2nd Cancerversary Cruise 2008) 'BELIEVE': To accept as true or real, To have faith in, To presume ALWAYS BELIEVE Posts: 2,999	Alice, thank you so much for thinking of me on this special date. I actually joined the site in March as MarieG, but we had an issue with the site. When it was resolved I needed to reregister and was going through a rough time with Ed's cancer. This date represents the "Birth of Believe51", unconditionally devoted wife and professional caregiver (hehehe)!!! Since I felt like I needed to represent myself in a stronger way, it just came to me and it sounded splendid. Believe is my favorite word and it goes well beyond religion and 51 was the age of Ed at the time. I thank you all for returning all the love and support that I try to supply right back at 'cha!! I cannot thank you all enough for helping me through the passing of my Angel, I have been so busy focusing on cleaning out of her home, emotions aside. I feel now that I can fully mourn properly since this is finished. It is hitting me like a brick today and then I see this thread. You guys are my everything and I am so blessed to have you all loving me. You are all one of my greatest gifts!!>>Believe51 aka: MarieG __________________ 9/7/06Husband 50yrs=StageIV IBC/HER2+,BoneMets10/06TaxotereX10,'H'1X wk,Zometa,Tamoxifen4/12/07Last Tax5/18/07Pet=Rapid Cell Activity,No Organ Mets,Lytic Lesions,Degeneration,Some Bone Repair5/07ChemoFail6/01/07Pleural Thoracentisis=Effusions,NoMalignantCells6/19/07+7/2/07DFCI 6/25/07BrainMRI=BrainMets,Many<9mm7/10/07WBR/PelvisRad37.5Gx15&Nutritionist8/19/07T/X9/20/07BrainMRI=2<2mm10/6/07Pet=BoneProgression 10/24/07ChemoFail11/9/07A/Cx10,EndTam12/7/07Faslodex12/10/07Muga7512/13/07BlasticLesions1/7/08BrainMRI=Clear4/1/08Pet=BoneImprovement, NoProgression,Stable4/7/08BrainPerfect5/16/08Last A/C8/26/08BrainMets=10(<9mm)9/10/08Gamma10/30/08Met=5mm12/19/08Gamma5mets5 12/22/08SpinalMets1/14/09SpinalRads2/17/09BrainMRI=NoNewMets4/20/09BoneScan5/14/09Ixempra6/1/09BrainMRI=NumerousMets6/24/09DFCIw/DrBurstein6/26/09Continue Ixempra/Faslodex/Zometa~TM now lower7/17/09Stop Ixempra By Choice9/21/09HOSPICE10/16/09Earned His Deserved Wings And Halo=37 Month Fight w/Stage 4 IBC, Her2+++,My Hero!!