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Old 08-22-2009, 09:27 AM   #19
Andrea Barnett Budin
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Location: LAND OF YES! w/home in Boca Raton, Florida Orig from L.I., N.Y. Ever hovering IN THE NOW...
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Exclamation Hey there remarkable lady!

Dear adorable Flori!

I am over the moon excited for your well news!

First time on the board in it feels like a mnth. Got back from Calif. Got my Flori hugs! Got home and the next day found out my Bev Hills dghtr's hubby got THE job! The one at Univ of Miami -- Director of Stem Cell Research at their Med School. A JOY! TO BE SURE. AND AN OY! 2 days later, Pamela moved in with me, with her 2 boys (3 & 5). Got them enrolled in school. Trying to figure out a gezillion details. Hubby stayed back, packed up and shipped out. Cars coming today.

FLORI, MY SWEET FRIEND -- YOU ARE REMARKABLE, ALONG WITH YOUR #S. FINALLY. IF YOU LIVE LONG ENOUGH... YOU'LL SEE EVERYTHING. I LOVE THAT YOU ARE WHERE YOU ARE. LORD KNOWS YOU HAVE WORKED HARD IN EVERY ASPECT OF YOUR LIFE -- INCLUDING PSYCHOLOGICAL SUPPORT FROM THE BEST OF SOURCES (THIS SITE, DEAR FRIENDS, COHORTS IN BATTLE, THOSE YOU LENT ARTISTIC SUPPORT TO W/YOUR FAB PROGRAM, WHICH ENRICHED YOUR LIFE AS IT HELPED OTHERS, ETC.). YES NOT TO MENTION THE DAIRY-FREE, GLUTEN FREE, OMEGA BALANCED, WILD CAUGHT, VITAMIN REGIMENT.

YOU MENTION WOBENZYME! I DID NOT KNOW YOU TOO HAD FOUND THIS WONDER SUPPLEMENT. 2 X 2 A DAY ALTERED MY LIFE IMMEASURABLY -- BATHROOM DRAMA 90% BETTER. FENNEL SEED, GAS X, ANTI D, FLEXEROL FURTHER ASSIST. OH, AND OF COURSE THE ESSENTIAL PROBIOTIC ASIDOPHILUS W/A QUADRILLION FRIENDLY BACTERIA TWICE A DAY.

A NOTE ABOUT YOUR LAST SENTENCE, MY MORNING GLORY.

I KNOW YOU KNOW. CANSER IS ALL ABOUT FEAR. DO NOT LET IT IN. IT WRECKS HAVOC. ENJOY YOUR WONDROUS STATUS. PERIOD. THINK OF IT AS A PERMANENT AND GRAND GIFT YOU HAVE WORKED HARD FOR AND DRAWN TO YOURSELF. HOLD ON TO IT. PLEASE, SWEETIE, DO NOT BE AFRAID...

YOU HAVE ARRIVED. YOU ARE BLESSED. ALL YOUR GOOD WORKS, YOUR LOVING SPIRIT, YOUR COMPASSION AND KINDNESS IN GIVING TO OTHERS IN MYRIAD WAYS IS MAGNETIZING AWESOME MANIFESTATIONS OF YOUR DREAM COME TRUE. FOCUS ON THAT. BE HUMBLY GRATEFUL AND JUST LIVE WITH THIS JOYFUL NEW REALITY. CLAIM IT. IT IS YOURS!

I LOVE YOU... FOREVER...

xoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxo

Andi
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'95 post-meno dx Invasive LOBULAR w/9cm tumor! YIKES + 2/21 nodes. Clear mammo 10 mnths earlier. Mastec/tram flap reconst/PORT/8 mnths chemo (4Adria/8CMF). Borderline ER/PR. Tamoxifen 2 yrs. Felt BLESSED. I could walk and talk, feed and bathe myself! I KNEW I would survive...

'98 -- multiple mets to liver. HER2+ 80%. ER/PR- Raging, highly aggressive tumors spreading fast. New PORT. 9 mnths Taxotere Fought fire w/fire! Pronounced in cautious remission 5/99. Taxotere weekly for 6 wks, 2 wks off -- for 9 mnths. TALK ABOUT GRUELING! (I believe they've altered that protocol since those days -- sure hope so!!)
+ good old Vit H wkly for 1st 3 yrs, then triple dosage ev 3 wks for 7 yrs more... The "easy" chemo, right?! Not a walk in the park, but not a freight train coming at 'ya either...

Added Herceptin Nov '98 (6 wks after FDA fast-tracked it for met bc). Stayed w/Vit H till July '08! Now I AM FREE! Humbly and eternally grateful for this life-saving drug! NED since '99 and planning on keeping it that way. To hell w/poor prognosis and nasty stats! STOPPED VIT H JULY '08...! REMAIN STABLE... Eternally grateful...Yes is a world & in this world of yes live (skillfully curled) all worlds ... (e e cummings) EVERY DAY I BEAT MY PREVIOUS RECORD FOR # OF CONSECUTIVE DAYS I'VE STAYED ALIVE. Smile KNOWING you too can be a miracle. Up to me and God now...
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