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Hi Maureen,
I've been thinking of you and hope you are feeling better today. I just read your post and agree that rage is necessary at times...without it we become way too complacent. Rage all you need to and then come back to your inner self and let the healing love flow around you. Everyone here has been there- full of doubt, anger, sadness and hopelessness at times in their journeys. There is much to learn and we have been given this disease with no operating manual or instructions. What we do have is the experiences of those around us who have traveled this path before us, our doctors, our loved ones and God (or a higher self).
I am here, holding tightly to your hand, breathing deeply with you, sending you love, healing, and prayers.
Love, vickie
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Love and Hugs, Vickie
Life's not about waiting for the storm to pass,
It's about learning to dance in the rain.
Feb 04 IBC IIIC/IV er-/pr- her2+++
3/04 TCH X4
7/ 04 MRM 9/04 Taxol/herceptin wkly 1 yr 33X rads
11/04 skin mets 33x rads,10/05 Avast/Herc. 11 mos.
8/ 06 PET mets lymphs, neck
9/ 06 Navelbine/herceptin
11/ 06 PET NED
2/ 07 skin mets, 4/07 Xeloda, 5/07 add Tykerb
2/ 08 Tykerb failed. Doxil /Herceptin 6 months
8/08 PET skin mets, 8/08 Abraxane/Avastin
11/ 08 PET prog., skin mets
1/09 PET/CT progress, 1/09 Ixempra, 2/09 add Xeloda and low dose Naltrexone
2/09 off Ixempra/Xeloda
3/09 navelbine/herc/cytoxin 4/09 PET shows regress.7/09 start Topotecan. Failed.
8/09 extensive mets rgt brst, back and torso. starting Pazopanib clinical trial.
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