[Sherryg683]

Thank you all. Debbie you have hit the nail right on the head for me. What I am trying to do is find a peace to where I can fully live right now. I am so tired of these death thoughts ruining my day and getting me depressed. There is absolutely nothing I can do about when or how I die. I will be out having a good time and then the thought pops up again. I seem to be having a very difficult time ignoring that big pink elephant in the middle of the room. It seems to get worse around scan time, understandably but it's always there. I have made a list of the above books, and of course the Bible is the best source of all. I just sometimes wish God would part the skies and tell us it's going to be OK. I guess when the time comes he will...sherryg683