[IrvineFriend]

Hi,

everyone on this site is so positive and searching for new treatments. Anyone just want to let things takes its course? I don't have a death wish, but sometimes I must want to stop all meds, appointments, (am not married and do no have children) so in reality I'm not here for really anyone other than my parents, sibling, cousins and friends. It's not like a car accident, here today going tomorrow. People with cancer get to hit their bucket list and say good by to those I love. And leave money for my family. Just wondering if anyone has been to this this spot. Probably just a phase but I don't want to attend anther appointment. I'm NED but when I hear about spread, I don't want to do all the appointments and struggling my schedule for what is inevitable.

-Julie