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Old 11-22-2009, 12:39 PM   #17
hutchibk
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Re: How did you discover your cancer?

Hey DL, I would like to take a stab at an alternate take on your conclusion....
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Even if there were no harms, why would we advise doing something that makes no difference to outcome?
Nothing makes a difference in our ultimate outcome. We all die one day. From something. If not from a disease or an accident or an act of malice, then from old age. There is no such thing as "saving a life" - it should actually be called "extending a life" - even if it is a firefighter pulling a person out of a burning building.

I really bristle at the theory of "harms caused by hyper-vigilance" because I think women are emotionally strong enough to weather false positives in favor of the power of knowledge.

If the end purpose for all research is to save lives, then we might as well stop now, as nothing in the end will ultimately "save our life." Perhaps the end purpose for all research should be more simply stated as designed to cure disease and remove it as a speed bump in the middle of life along the way to the ultimate outcome all humans face.

As to the quote above, it does make a difference to outcome to the degree that we have some control over our immediate short term outcome. Finding it as opposed to not finding it allows us to take measures to extend our lives, i.e. treating it. I don't know for sure whether or not I would still be alive 6 years later from my diagnosis if I hadn't treated it or hadn't know about it for another few years, but I suspect that given the course of mine, I would not. I would rather have known early and had reasonably "small measure" choices that I tolerate well and incorporate into my life, than find out at stage IV and have less choices, less time and absolutely less hope. Whether that treatment cures it or buys more time, it is valid. And the diagnostics that brought me here (BSE, mammo, ultra sound and biopsy) are all valid, too.
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NOV 2012 - 9 yr anniversary
JULY 2012 - 7 yr anniversary stage IV (of 50...)

Nov'03~ dX stage 2B
Dec'03~
Rt side mastectomy, Her2+, ER/PR+, 10 nodes out, one node positive
Jan'04~
Taxotere/Adria/Cytoxan x 6, NED, no Rads, Tamox. 1 year, Arimadex 3 mo., NED 14 mo.
Sept'05~
micro mets lungs/chest nodes/underarm node, Switched to Aromasin, T/C/H x 7, NED 6 months - Herceptin only
Aug'06~
micro mets chest nodes, & bone spot @ C3 neck, Added Taxol to Herceptin
Feb'07~ Genetic testing, BRCA 1&2 neg

Apr'07~
MRI - two 9mm brain mets & 5 punctates, new left chest met, & small increase of bone spot C3 neck, Stopped Aromasin
May'07~
Started Tykerb/Xeloda, no WBR for now
June'07~
MRI - stable brain mets, no new mets, 9mm spots less enhanced, CA15.3 down 45.5 to 9.3 in 10 wks, Ty/Xel working magic!
Aug'07~
MRI - brain mets shrunk half, NO NEW BRAIN METS!!, TMs stable @ 9.2
Oct'07~
PET/CT & MRI show NED
Apr'08~
scans still show NED in the head, small bone spot on right iliac crest (rear pelvic bone)
Sept'08~
MRI shows activity in brain mets, completed 5 fractions/5 consecutive days of IMRT to zap the pesky buggers
Oct'08~
dropped Xeloda, switched to tri-weekly Herceptin in combo with Tykerb, extend to tri-monthly Zometa infusion
Dec'08~
Brain MRI- 4 spots reduced to punctate size, large spot shrunk by 3mm, CT of torso clear/pelvis spot stable
June'09~
new 3-4mm left cerrebellar spot zapped with IMRT targeted rads
Sept'09~
new 6mm & 1 cm spots in pituitary/optic chiasm area. Rx= 25 days of 3D conformal fractionated targeted IMRT to the tumors.
Oct'09~
25 days of low dose 3D conformal fractionated targeted IMRT to the bone mets spot on rt. iliac crest that have been watching for 2 years. Added daily Aromasin back into treatment regimen.
Apr'10~ Brain MRI clear! But, see new small spot on adrenal gland. Change from Aromasin back to Tamoxifen.
June'10~ Tumor markers (CA15.3) dropped from 37 to 23 after one month on Tamoxifen. Continue to monitor adrenal gland spot. Remain on Tykerb/Herceptin/Tamoxifen.
Nov'10~ Radiate positive mediastinal node that was pressing on recurrent laryngeal nerve, causing paralyzed larynx and a funny voice.
Jan'11~ MRI shows possible activity or perhaps just scar tissue/necrotic increase on 3 previously treated brain spots and a pituitary spot. 5 days of IMRT on 4 spots.
Feb'11~ Enrolled in T-DM1 EAP in Denver, first treatment March 25, 2011.
Mar'11~ Finally started T-DM1 EAP in Denver at Rocky Mountain Cancer Center/Rose on Mar. 25... hallelujah.

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