[Carolyns]

Update....this is what heard from my doctor:

You have a lesion in the humeral head and a possible fracture. It is not very clear but there is a suggestion of a small fracture. You usually treat that with radiation but I want the orthopedist to give us an opinion. I don't expect surgery.

So that is the update, knowing is better than not knowing for me.

THANK YOU SO MUCH FOR YOUR SUPPORT!!!! It is amazing how much alone I feel when the things I try to think of as bumps in the road freak me out. I mean this journey forces us to become tough cookies but sometimes rather than the tough getting going the tough just want to roll up in a ball and cry forever.... go away cancer and leave me alone. No one in my alternate universe can handle this type of reality... they try hard but... It is here that I come when I am most affaid. Thank you for always being here and listening and knowing just the right things to say.

Love, Hope, Peace, Carolyn