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jml · 12-07-2012, 01:34 PM

Dearest Sheila~
Sending you prayers, so,so many, but mostly for your peace and comfort.
You have so often been my guide in this 10 year journey, as my diagnosis date was a few months after yours, way back in 2002. I have looked to you for courage, for treatment options, for experience, for guidance, for a soft place to fall or a kick in the a** when I needed it, shared celebrations of good treatment respone, but then all too often the disappointment of another treatment that has failed or just stopped working.
I am heartbroken at the thought of losing you. This disease has taken too many of our sisters, one more loss is too much.
You have been so strong for so long.
I promise you I will continue to carry our Ten Year Torch, and light the way for our sisters (& brothers) that may follow in our footsteps, to help smooth out the bumps in this unpredictable journey.

And to sweet Jen and your entire family, prayers for your comfort. Thank you for allowing us into your lives and support and pray for you during such a difficult time.

God bless & Keep the Faith~

Jessica

Dx-5/17/02 - 33 yo; Stage IV - L IDC w/single liver met
1) Herceptin + Navelbine x 8 weeks - No response; progress to innumerable,immeasureable liver mets
2) ISIS 2504 + Herceptin - 6 mos, partial response
3) Taxol + Herceptin x 13 weeks to NED!
NED for 1 year
9/04 - Single liver lesion recurrence
Taxol + Herceptin - on/off to beat back lesion
12/05 - R Hepatectomy; Liver NED until 2009
3/06- Local recurrence - Left breast, IDC & DCIS, but holding treatment while continue to heal from Hepatectomy.
12/06 - L mastectomy + reconstruction through 8/07
10/07 - Recurrence - supraclav nodes
4) Gemzar + Herceptin - on/off controlling nodes thru
9/08 - 7wks Rads to supraclav nodes
10/08 - Acute Renal Failure - nodes in belly stricturing kidneys. placed permanent ureteral stents
Back on Gemzar + Herceptin, but no longer responding.
5) 05/09 - Tykerb + Xeloda - partial response x 5 mos
6) 10/09 - Xeloda + Herceptin - no response, disease progresses
7) 2/10- Ixempra + Herceptin - partial response x 12 wks.
Discovered single brain lesion x 4mm & liver lesions growing while screening for TDM1 + PI3Kinase study.
6/10 - Novalis to treat brain met - SUCCESSFUL!
8) 6/10 - Chemo-embo w/Adriamyacin to de-bulk liver lesion.
9) 8/10 - Screened & Started TDM1 EAP
Immediate response, disease in belly responds dramatically.
2/11- questionable progression of lung nodules
Discontinue TDM1
10) 3/11 - PI3Kinase + Herceptin - intial good response in 1st 6 weeks but LFT's elevated.
11) 7/11-Discontinue PI3Kinase + Herceptin study;
Disease progression - 2 small lesions in colon – docs have never seen this before in BC
11) 8/11 –Start new combo Halaven+Herceptin
10/14/11 -Completed 3 cycles (9 wks)Halaven+Herceptin...
10/18/11 - Scanxiety time -1st scans since starting this regimen
Good interval response, continue on H+H!
10/25/11 – new 2mm questionable spot in brain? Due to Novalis or new disease?
Re-scan in 8 weeks.
1/3/12- Disease progression; 50%increase size & SUV-R lung, middle lobe 6cm lesion.
R supraclav node multiple, miscellaneous nodes in belly. Colon lesions fired up.
12)Herceptin+ metronomic Cytoxan + Methotrexate.
…on a hope & a prayer. Only chemo I haven’t been on is Taxotere.
Hurry up Pertuzumab & TDM1!
Follow Up Brain Scan on 1/18/12…pleasepleaseplease be okay. I can’t take much more.
1/18/2012- 8 new spots in 8 weeks since last Brain MRI
one 2cm spot in brain stem, one 2cm spot in R temporal lobe.
No symptoms, THANK GOD!
1/25/12 – Start WBR x 15 rounds
2/10/12 – Oral Cytoxan WORKING! Melted supraclav node & undetectable by US!
2/14/12 – FINISH 15 rounds WBR

6/12/12- Continuing on oral Methotrexate BID & Cytoxan qpm, but on chemo break
for 3rd week due to low counts.
6/15/12 – Yay! Resume chemoJ
6/25/12 – Chemo break again due to low counts L
6/28/12 – PET Scan & Brain MRI this week…
NED IS BACK!!! NED in the HEAD, NED in the BODY!
10/26/12 – Still NED in the HEAD, but single troublesome node in chest, precariously close
to superior vena cava/heart. Not a perfect scan, but pretty darn good.
11/1 - Echocardiogram looks okay, but still nervous about SVC obstruction/compression.
12/7- Chemo break bc of cont'd low plateletts & pushing PET scan date up to bc
SVC symptoms increasing.
Scared.

12-07-2012, 01:34 PM	#237
jml Senior Member Join Date: Dec 2006 Posts: 415	Re: Prayers needed for Sheila Dearest Sheila~ Sending you prayers, so,so many, but mostly for your peace and comfort. You have so often been my guide in this 10 year journey, as my diagnosis date was a few months after yours, way back in 2002. I have looked to you for courage, for treatment options, for experience, for guidance, for a soft place to fall or a kick in the a when I needed it, shared celebrations of good treatment respone, but then all too often the disappointment of another treatment that has failed or just stopped working. I am heartbroken at the thought of losing you. This disease has taken too many of our sisters, one more loss is too much. You have been so strong for so long. I promise you I will continue to carry our Ten Year Torch, and light the way for our sisters (& brothers) that may follow in our footsteps, to help smooth out the bumps in this unpredictable journey. And to sweet Jen and your entire family, prayers for your comfort. Thank you for allowing us into your lives and support and pray for you during such a difficult time. God bless & Keep the Faith~ Jessica Dx-5/17/02 - 33 yo; Stage IV - L IDC w/single liver met 1) Herceptin + Navelbine x 8 weeks - No response; progress to innumerable,immeasureable liver mets 2) ISIS 2504 + Herceptin - 6 mos, partial response 3) Taxol + Herceptin x 13 weeks to NED! NED for 1 year 9/04 - Single liver lesion recurrence Taxol + Herceptin - on/off to beat back lesion 12/05 - R Hepatectomy; Liver NED until 2009 3/06- Local recurrence - Left breast, IDC & DCIS, but holding treatment while continue to heal from Hepatectomy. 12/06 - L mastectomy + reconstruction through 8/07 10/07 - Recurrence - supraclav nodes 4) Gemzar + Herceptin - on/off controlling nodes thru 9/08 - 7wks Rads to supraclav nodes 10/08 - Acute Renal Failure - nodes in belly stricturing kidneys. placed permanent ureteral stents Back on Gemzar + Herceptin, but no longer responding. 5) 05/09 - Tykerb + Xeloda - partial response x 5 mos 6) 10/09 - Xeloda + Herceptin - no response, disease progresses 7) 2/10- Ixempra + Herceptin - partial response x 12 wks. Discovered single brain lesion x 4mm & liver lesions growing while screening for TDM1 + PI3Kinase study. 6/10 - Novalis to treat brain met - SUCCESSFUL! 8) 6/10 - Chemo-embo w/Adriamyacin to de-bulk liver lesion. 9) 8/10 - Screened & Started TDM1 EAP Immediate response, disease in belly responds dramatically. 2/11- questionable progression of lung nodules Discontinue TDM1 10) 3/11 - PI3Kinase + Herceptin - intial good response in 1st 6 weeks but LFT's elevated. 11) 7/11-Discontinue PI3Kinase + Herceptin study; Disease progression - 2 small lesions in colon – docs have never seen this before in BC 11) 8/11 –Start new combo Halaven+Herceptin 10/14/11 -Completed 3 cycles (9 wks)Halaven+Herceptin... 10/18/11 - Scanxiety time -1st scans since starting this regimen Good interval response, continue on H+H! 10/25/11 – new 2mm questionable spot in brain? Due to Novalis or new disease? Re-scan in 8 weeks. 1/3/12- Disease progression; 50%increase size & SUV-R lung, middle lobe 6cm lesion. R supraclav node multiple, miscellaneous nodes in belly. Colon lesions fired up. 12)Herceptin+ metronomic Cytoxan + Methotrexate. …on a hope & a prayer. Only chemo I haven’t been on is Taxotere. Hurry up Pertuzumab & TDM1! Follow Up Brain Scan on 1/18/12…pleasepleaseplease be okay. I can’t take much more.** 1/18/2012- 8 new spots in 8 weeks since last Brain MRI one 2cm spot in brain stem, one 2cm spot in R temporal lobe. No symptoms, THANK GOD! 1/25/12 – Start WBR x 15 rounds 2/10/12 – Oral Cytoxan WORKING! Melted supraclav node & undetectable by US! 2/14/12 – FINISH 15 rounds WBR 6/12/12- Continuing on oral Methotrexate BID & Cytoxan qpm, but on chemo break for 3rd week due to low counts. 6/15/12 – Yay! Resume chemoJ 6/25/12 – Chemo break again due to low counts L 6/28/12 – PET Scan & Brain MRI this week… NED IS BACK!!! NED in the HEAD, NED in the BODY! 10/26/12 – Still NED in the HEAD, but single troublesome node in chest, precariously close to superior vena cava/heart. Not a perfect scan, but pretty darn good. 11/1 - Echocardiogram looks okay, but still nervous about SVC obstruction/compression. 12/7- Chemo break bc of cont'd low plateletts & pushing PET scan date up to bc SVC symptoms increasing. Scared.