[rinaina]

Shocking, I am so stupid. As sick as Sheila was and for how long of a fight she gave, I just never thought her final day would come. I had the privaledge of having lunch with her and talked to her a few times on the phone. She was one in a million. She contacted me first when I joined the group and always was so positive and encouraging. I am always afraid to check in because of the fear of finding out bad news such as the loss of other members. Please dear God, find a cure. Can't bare the losses of so many. So sad and mad at the same time.