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I'm not afraid of near plans - adopted a dog (my husband would love and look after her so that's the only long term commitment I've made), changed houses, built a garden and building a pound and plan to plant fruit trees but.....I bought a CD series to learn Italian and soon after was diagnosed with my recurance. since then I haven't been able to start it. I feel as though, if I start it, something again will happen. In the meantime all my friends and m husband considered me "cured"!!! and of course I've put on 15 lbs in chemo so I do look very healthy!!!!
I think we're all afraid to tempt fate. It's the old saying "If you want to make God laugh, make plans." but that said make short term ones and believe.
stay strong and of course you know you are not alone
sarah
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