[Cat]

Annmask, I am sorry to hear of your struggle but am sending lots of prayers that something comes along for you to handle both body and brain at once. It seems there is always something coming up and I hope a great one becomes available for you.
Your comment about another summer reminded me of this:
Our kids are adopted and when we had our son from South Korea, they had closed Korean adoptions so we moved our paperwork to the Phillipines. It all takes a lot of time and I kept saying one more summer with enjoying and bonding with my son before attention is divided. Well that summer turned into 2 and got close to 3 when we decided to see if Korea was open to special needs. When I called, my social worker said she had just received a letter saying there were 2 spots available for healthy babies for IL families and we qualified. I could still be enjoying summers but a miracle happened and you just don't know what's waiting around the corner.
Good luck with everything. Let us know how you do with the radiation.