[kat in the delta]

I feel like I am getting confused with the Kathy that has 4 children who are young.. I have 3 sons in their 20's. My husband looks at me with total disgust.. He will not help me do a thing.. I will never be the same
up and running to do all for all...... as I used to be. I can barely do 1 thing at a time after a masc.. rad.. A/C.. taxol... and Herceptin..then a yr of the Herceptin. mixed in with some zometa..
I really feel like my husband is MAD because I DID NOT DIE !!! still have Pain.. brown patches up both legs.. and sores,too ...
Went to a party without him... and wondered .. did the few men..I dances with.. know i did not have a breast........... I miss not having a breast.. I am sad.. help !!!! kat in the delta