NewSurvivor here. I'm at work for the first time in a week. The office had the carpets cleaned so I'm high on fumes at the moment. Thank God it smells better than the chemo.
I read some replies to my posts and realize that I have "selective" reading. Cumulative is a word I skipped right over. Now I know. Number 4 will be worse and I am ready because it is also the LAST ONE. Then I can stop being the cry baby and move on. I feel better today than I have all week though and am thankful for that.
I read a book over the week that was pretty good and lifted my spirits slightly. In case any one is interested. Here is the link:
http://www.lumptolaughter.org/grace_book.htm
Once I get through this struggle in my life, my promise is to be the upbeat and happy person that I have always been until now. I don't like who I am now and how my mind plays tricks on my emotions. I want to be able to help people through this time in their lives, not just the breast cancer, but the treatment! There must be a better way to prepare people and make them more comfortable in this area. Okay - fumes must be taking over so I'm signing off...
Love you guys.