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dawn · 12-19-2009, 05:06 PM

Jackie,

I don't think I was dreaming at least not that I can remember. I just woke up with a rush of wow, this is real. I've been doing that for a while just not as bad as today. Any Ideas!!! I did have a nightmare that I had to battle this huge green alien thing in my basement stairwell. He wouldn't leave my mother or daughter go until I fought him and he wouldn't go near my son because he was behind me. I think in the end I defeated him but I didn't wake up that morning with any fear. I remember waking my mother(who was staying with me until Pete got Home) and telling her all about it. I was very angry because how dare he touch my mother or my precious daughter. Hey, I even remember that my Kickboxing skills were awesome( I took classes for 3 years, for exercise). Any thoughts.

Dawn

12-19-2009, 05:06 PM	#7
dawn Senior Member Join Date: Jul 2006 Location: Newfoundland, Canada Posts: 153	Re: My latest feelings Jackie, I don't think I was dreaming at least not that I can remember. I just woke up with a rush of wow, this is real. I've been doing that for a while just not as bad as today. Any Ideas!!! I did have a nightmare that I had to battle this huge green alien thing in my basement stairwell. He wouldn't leave my mother or daughter go until I fought him and he wouldn't go near my son because he was behind me. I think in the end I defeated him but I didn't wake up that morning with any fear. I remember waking my mother(who was staying with me until Pete got Home) and telling her all about it. I was very angry because how dare he touch my mother or my precious daughter. Hey, I even remember that my Kickboxing skills were awesome( I took classes for 3 years, for exercise). Any thoughts. Dawn __________________ Dawn Mar 2006Stage IIIA, Her2/Neu 3+++, Er & Pr positive, 8 of 18 pos 03/14/06: Mastectomy 04/19/06 started Chemo adriamycin, chlophosphamide, taxotere 25 rads Nov 1, 06: 3 years Tamoxifen, Herceptin (1yr) Jan 2009 Femara mets to bone aromasin and aredia June2009: Full Histerectomy 2/22/2010 6 spots in liver 2 mm-10 mm: switched to xeloda and Herceptin will continue with Aredia J Scan February 2011 new onc, switch to abraxane April 2011 NED clear organs, 3 spots on bone scar tissue. Scans August 2mm spot on liver and lungs. now on to tykerb/xeloda Dec 2011 scans nothing on lungs, liver down to 1 2 mm spot. j une 2012 another spot on liver on to cisplatin/gemzar.