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Old 02-09-2012, 11:37 AM   #12
Mtngrl
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Re: Two beloved voices silenced

Denise,

It's a good idea. There's a Christian group I know of that does nothing but get together and write letters to their elected officials about their concerns (centered on child poverty). No website. No logo. No corporate sponsors. They just put their convictions into personal action. That's far more noble and has far more integrity than the kind of "slacktivism" most people (including an earlier version of me. I have a Race for the Cure Team Captain hat) engage in. As Mother Teresa is supposed to have said, "we aren't called to be successful, we're called to be faithful." That's true of everyone who cares about fellow humans, I think, not just religious people.

Most of the celebrity messages about bc are like Andrea Mitchell's when she was diagnosed and treated. She "had" breast cancer. She now "has a great prognosis." Get a mammogram. It'll save your life. That's the wrong message!!! (So is the "one in 8" risk figure, but that's another conversation.)

Cancer is incredibly complex. We have made progress in the 40 years' war on cancer; there's just a whole lot more to figure out. They used to think it was one disease you got in different parts of your body. Now they know it's hundreds of diseases, maybe thousands. More is being learned all the time, and researchers are linking up.

I also do not believe there's a conspiracy to keep cancer a "chronic disease." I think health care workers, medical equipment suppliers, pharmaceutical companies and researchers are doing the best they can, under the circumstances, and they do it because they want to be healers. I believe even the "big pink" organizations that I criticize are well-intentioned. Nevertheless, they need to hear from people who question the frames they're putting on it. GE plans to spend $1 billion making mammograms nicer. I told them to put the money into basic research. Of course they won't. They make mammography equipment. They can quantify a "return on investment" to their shareholders from the warmer, cozier, prettier less awful mammography centers they build. If they funded research that led to a cure, there would be only psychic rewards, not money. It's in that sense that I believe the cure simply cannot come from the cancer industry. They aren't doing anything wrong. Capitalism is fine. Profit is fine. It creates jobs. It helps. But it is not set up to serve a larger public good.

Komen could redeem itself for me if it started (a) lobbying FOR health care reform instead of against it, (b) funding more research into causes and prevention, (c) refusing donations from organizations that make any money off of known carcinogens, and (d) hiring a truly diverse, truly independent, truly bipartisan board. Of course hell will freeze over before any of that happens, but there are organizations that do pass that test.

Those of us who have breast cancer have to think about ourselves, our families, and our survival, of course. But there are also legacy issues. These two bloggers worked to change the conversation, to shed light on the dominant narrative, and to get people thinking differently. I am so grateful that, in the midst of their own suffering and dying, they found a way to do that. That's worth 100 celebrities touting a pinkified message of "hope."
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4/19/11 Diagnosed invasive ductal carcinoma in left breast; 2.3 cm tumor, 1 axillary lymph node, weakly ER+, HER2+++
4/29/11 CT scan shows suspicious lesions on liver and lungs
5/17/11 liver biopsy
5/24/11 liver met confirmed--Stage IV at diagnosis
5/27/11 Begin weekly Taxol & Herceptin for 3 months (standard of care at the time of my DX)
7/18/11 Switch to weekly Abraxane & Herceptin due to Taxol allergy
8/29/11 CT scan shows no new lesions & old lesions shrinking
9/27/11 Finish Abraxane. Start Herceptin every 3 weeks. Begin taking Arimidex
10/17/11--Brain MRI--No Brain mets
12/5/11 PET scan--Almost NED
5/15/12 PET scan shows progression-breast/chest/spine (one vertebra)
5/22/12 Stop taking Arimidex; stay on Herceptin
6/11/12 Started Tykerb and Herceptin on clinical trial (w/no chemo)
9/24/12 CT scan--No new mets. Everything stable.
3/11/13 CT Scan--two small new possible mets and odd looking area in left lung getting larger.
4/2/13--Biopsy of suspicious area in lower left lung. Mets to lung confirmed.
4/30/13 Begin Kadcyla/TDM-1
8/16/13 PET scan "mixed," with some areas of increased uptake, but also some definite improvement, so I'll stay on TDM-1/Kadcyla.
11/11/13 Finally get hormone receptor results from lung biopsy of 4/2/13. My cancer is no longer ER positive.
11/13/13 PET scan mixed results again. We're calling it "stable." Problems breathing on exertion.
2/18/14 PET scan shows a new lesion and newly active lymph node in chest, other progression. Bye bye TDM-1.
2/28/14 Begin Herceptin/Perjeta every 3 weeks.
6/8/14 PET "mixed," with no new lesions, and everything but lower lungs improving. My breathing is better.
8/18/14 PET "mixed" again. Upper lungs & one spine met stable, lower lungs less FDG avid, original tumor more avid, one lymph node in mediastinum more avid.
9/1/14 Begin taking Xeloda one week on, one week off. Will also stay on Herceptin and Perjeta every three weeks.
12/11/14 PET Scan--no new lesions, and everything looks better than it did.
3/20/15 PET Scan--no new lesions, but lower lung lesions larger and a bit more avid.
4/13/15 Increasing Xeloda dose to 10 days on, one week off.
7/1/15 Scan "mixed" again, but suggests continuing progression. Stop Xeloda. Substitute Abraxane every 3 weeks starting 7/13.
10/28/15 PET scan shows dramatic improvement everywhere. All lesions except lower lungs have resolved; lower lungs noticeably improved.
12/18/15 Last Abraxane. Continue on Herceptin and Perjeta alone beginning 1/8/16.
1/27/16 PET scan shows cancer is stable.
5/11/16 PET scan shows uptake in some areas that were resolved on the last two scans.
6/3/16 Begin Kadcyla and Tykerb combination
6/5 - 6/23 Horrible diarrhea from K&T together. Got pneumonia.
7/15/16 Begin Kadcyla only every 3 weeks.
9/6/16 Begin radiation therapy on right lung lesion that caused the pneumonia.
10/3/16 Last of 12 radiation treatments to right lung.
11/4/16 Huffing and puffing, low O2, high heart rate, on tiniest bit of exertion. Diagnosed as radiation pneumonitis. Treated with Prednisone.
11/11/16 PET scan shows significant improvement to radiated part of right lung BUT a bunch of new lung lesions, and the bone met is getting worse.
11/22/16 Begin Eribulin and Herceptin. H every 3 weeks. E two weeks on, one week off.
3/6/17 Scan shows progression in lungs. Bone met a little better.
3/23/17 Lung biopsy. Tumor sampled is ER-, PR+ (5%), HER2+++. Getting Herceptin and Perjeta as a maintenance treatment.
5/31/17 Port placement
6/1/17 Start Navelbine & Tykerb
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