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i think you basically got it PinkGirl!
To me the meanie voice, also called ego voice, is the thinking mind's reserve account of all our PAST experiences and judgements. It tends to love to interject our present, who we really are at this moment in time. Our meanie voice will analyze situations, create the fears, worries, in hopes of controlling the outcome of the future. It can mask the joy and appreciation of what is actually happening in our lives at the present moment.
This is my interpretation anyways....
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*** MARYANNE *** aka HARRIECANARIE
1993: right side DCIS, lumpectomy, rads
1999: left side DCIS, lumpectomy, rads, tamoxifen
2006:
BRCA 2 positive
Stage I, invasive DCIS (6mm x 5mm)
Grade: intermediate
sentinal node biopsy: neg
HER2/neu amplified 4.7
ER+/PR+
TOPO II neg
Oncotype dx 20
Bilat mastectomy with DIEP flap reconstruction
oophorectomy
2007:
6 cycles TCH (taxotere, carboplatin, herceptin)
finished 1 yr herceptin 05/07
Arimidex, stopped after almost 1 yr
Femara
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