I think you should sit down and have a discussion with your oncologist. My onc is so good about discussing anything that's on my mind. I know in time I'll have probably more problems as this is my second episode of bc, first in 1995. Sometimes you have to change docs if you don't think he is right for you. How are you able to get your chart to read all their notes, etc? I could never get my hands on mine, most of it is in their computer system, dr notes, etc. Yes I too would be devisdated and feel as you do.
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