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Re: Kvetching
Karen, I agree this club is very hard to explain to others. There is a confort here. A peaceful feeling that we can snuggle in and be who we now are. I had no idea it was in Gods plan for me to teach my children how to die.
Not tomorrow, not next year or for many years to come. God is the only one who knows the time. I plan to being here for a long time.
Though I live every day feeling that my friends and family look to me to learn how to die. Everyone is going to die, right? This is a gift (not one anyone would pick) I live with hope in our treatments and lives. I pray and plan on doing it very well, with Gods help.
Hope this doesn't flip anyone out. But you guys are talking about how we feel on the inside and this is how I feel.
These feeling give me hope.
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Alice
04/08 age 50 III IBC Her2+++ ER/PR-8cm 14/14 Double M, Body and Brain CT/PET clear, ? on spine,Muga 53
06/08, 4 A/C, Neulasta
08/08, Herceptin/tax 12 every week
10/08, CT/PET clear, ? on pelvis, hips, MUGA 43, started Enalaprial for heart, Herceptin every 3 weeks
11/08 33Rads; 12/08 MUGA 48
2/09 MRI spine and bone scan, old mets to spine, Chest x-ray, blood work, IV NED,regular CPAP use,Zometa x6, first -flue like symptoms 2 days;Herceptin x3; stage 2 lymphoedema..sleeve and glove
4/09 Brain MRI - CLEAR; MUGA 54
7/09 chest ultrasound,
10/09 PET, brain and spin MRI NED Herceptin only. MUGA 59!!!
1/11 Hip replacement 7/11 Hip 2 replacement
4/12 4 years!! Herceptin
6/12 start reconstruction finish in 12/12
2/14 Herception - 6 years!!!
1 Corinthians 10:13 "No temptation has seized you except what is common to man. And God is faithful; he will not let you be tempted beyond what you can bear. But when you are tempted, he will also provide a way out so that you
can stand up under it."
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