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Believe51 · 04-16-2009, 06:10 AM

Oh My Sweet Sheila, I am so sorry to hear of this progression. When I follow the journeys of the people I have grown to love, I take it like a personal blow. My heart pains me to hear the sadness and worry in your voice. There are moments here that I want to jump on a plane just to hug someone who needs one. This time is no different for me.

If God does give us what we can handle then I am sure that his faith in your is endless. You are at another crossroad, Sheila and it is with your winning spirit that you will look all ways and then trudge forward once more. Remember that we are all here petitioning for time. As said before, we need science to catch up with our disease while we are gaining that time. Science right now is on fast forward!

So My Dear, I understand the sadness and worry. I understand that your plate is full and you have had your share of this all. You have had a rough year trying to get better and the news of this takes whatever peace of mind you have and tests it again. I know you are off to the drawing board once more, writing your stategy and gathering ammo. During this time I pray for your peace of mind.

I have witnessed great feats of accomplishment from you since we met. I pray too that your spirit stays strong as you embark on the next annihilation process. In the mean time please know we will be right here routing you on, keeping you strong.

I am also sorry about Mom and her health issues. Hopefully those strong shoulders of yours will get a break soon. Keep in mind that relief is on the way. Whatever course of action you will take will be the best decision you can make with the information at hand. Whatever plan of attack you conclude to will give you the time you seek. If it does not, the gameplan will change to that magic mix for you. Personally, I wold love to see you on the trial.

Either way Miss Sheila Girl, I am here following your journey as close as a surgeon examines a brain. I love you with all my heart. You just do your best and leave the rest up to us. Now I do believe you have some planning to do...(smiling). Go get 'em Sheila, remind cancer how much you will not welcome it!!>>Believe51

04-16-2009, 06:10 AM	#27
Believe51 Senior Member Join Date: Jun 2007 Location: RHODE ISLAND (Ed getting me a latte on 2nd Cancerversary Cruise 2008) 'BELIEVE': To accept as true or real, To have faith in, To presume ALWAYS BELIEVE Posts: 2,999	Oh My Sweet Sheila, I am so sorry to hear of this progression. When I follow the journeys of the people I have grown to love, I take it like a personal blow. My heart pains me to hear the sadness and worry in your voice. There are moments here that I want to jump on a plane just to hug someone who needs one. This time is no different for me. If God does give us what we can handle then I am sure that his faith in your is endless. You are at another crossroad, Sheila and it is with your winning spirit that you will look all ways and then trudge forward once more. Remember that we are all here petitioning for time. As said before, we need science to catch up with our disease while we are gaining that time. Science right now is on fast forward! So My Dear, I understand the sadness and worry. I understand that your plate is full and you have had your share of this all. You have had a rough year trying to get better and the news of this takes whatever peace of mind you have and tests it again. I know you are off to the drawing board once more, writing your stategy and gathering ammo. During this time I pray for your peace of mind. I have witnessed great feats of accomplishment from you since we met. I pray too that your spirit stays strong as you embark on the next annihilation process. In the mean time please know we will be right here routing you on, keeping you strong. I am also sorry about Mom and her health issues. Hopefully those strong shoulders of yours will get a break soon. Keep in mind that relief is on the way. Whatever course of action you will take will be the best decision you can make with the information at hand. Whatever plan of attack you conclude to will give you the time you seek. If it does not, the gameplan will change to that magic mix for you. Personally, I wold love to see you on the trial. Either way Miss Sheila Girl, I am here following your journey as close as a surgeon examines a brain. I love you with all my heart. You just do your best and leave the rest up to us. Now I do believe you have some planning to do...(smiling). Go get 'em Sheila, remind cancer how much you will not welcome it!!>>Believe51 __________________ 9/7/06Husband 50yrs=StageIV IBC/HER2+,BoneMets10/06TaxotereX10,'H'1X wk,Zometa,Tamoxifen4/12/07Last Tax5/18/07Pet=Rapid Cell Activity,No Organ Mets,Lytic Lesions,Degeneration,Some Bone Repair5/07ChemoFail6/01/07Pleural Thoracentisis=Effusions,NoMalignantCells6/19/07+7/2/07DFCI 6/25/07BrainMRI=BrainMets,Many<9mm7/10/07WBR/PelvisRad37.5Gx15&Nutritionist8/19/07T/X9/20/07BrainMRI=2<2mm10/6/07Pet=BoneProgression 10/24/07ChemoFail11/9/07A/Cx10,EndTam12/7/07Faslodex12/10/07Muga7512/13/07BlasticLesions1/7/08BrainMRI=Clear4/1/08Pet=BoneImprovement, NoProgression,Stable4/7/08BrainPerfect5/16/08Last A/C8/26/08BrainMets=10(<9mm)9/10/08Gamma10/30/08Met=5mm12/19/08Gamma5mets5 12/22/08SpinalMets1/14/09SpinalRads2/17/09BrainMRI=NoNewMets4/20/09BoneScan5/14/09Ixempra6/1/09BrainMRI=NumerousMets6/24/09DFCIw/DrBurstein6/26/09Continue Ixempra/Faslodex/Zometa~TM now lower7/17/09Stop Ixempra By Choice9/21/09HOSPICE10/16/09Earned His Deserved Wings And Halo=37 Month Fight w/Stage 4 IBC, Her2+++,My Hero!!