Hi Amanda!
I'm new and so proud of your post. I can't imagine being so young and facing these fact. But we all know people live long happy lives despite this. Or we love the days we have. I'm at that point.
You're in my prayers and I'm giving you a big cyber hug. You might not feel it but I did - I'm still doing chemo and home in bed - first day off from work b/c of it. I understand strength but now appreciate rest and recovery.
Your journey is far from over. There are options and I'm going to be checking up on you. If you don't mind