[Pamelamary]

Still trying to process this - I've come on this site so often, half because of the invaluable info provided by Lani and others, and half because of the love and exuberance from people like Denise. And largely Denise. Where are the smiles coming from now?
Coming so soon after Amanda - we seem to be in a place where there is little but sadness. We can say we hate cancer, but cancer doesn't give a damn!
Stoicism gets a bit wearing; i think I just need a good howl..... P