[margaret]

Joy,
You have a Great name!! It must be difficult for you now especially when you read info like that study. Give yourself a big hug. Let your emotions flow. It's not good to hold them in. After feeling the feelings then try to remember that many times there are studies done to try to prove the value of a certain test so that the company that makes those tests can sell a lot of tests. Their motivation is to try to create a big impact so that more doctors will use their tests. They'll use dramatic points to try to sell their product.
Remember no matter what, no one can predict the future. Find your faith and believe in yourself. With each and every breath that's given there's a choice of what you do with that life force. Find joy in each and every breath and keep surrounding yourself with as much positive energy as possible. Surround yourself with positive, loving supportive people and rest your mind of the fears.
Sending you positive energy.....
Margaret