Kate,
Thanks for the support. For the most part I stay positive, upbeat, happy and try to have the attitude that Im going to kick this think and beat the statistics but once in a while that creepy little thing sneaks in there while Im looking at my children and kind of takes over for a day or two. It really helps to know there are other people out there going through the same thing and Im not the only one with these feelings. I do plan on seeing my children grow up and being part of their life, after all no one can take care of them like mommy right? Thanks so much, I can feel the fog lifting just being on this site. It's amazing .
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