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lauren,
I usually don't reply to posts of this nature, because I don't have cancer (my sisters do), but I feel compelled. I don't know what it like to have cancer, but I know what it is like to feel unhappy about things in your life...wanting to making changing and not know how. I'm speaking as a 40 year old mother, wife, teacher. It sounds like everything you're feeling is good...I mean just admitting that you want to be a better parent, for example, is the first step. Gosh! just telling your boys that you love them is a good start..one moment at a time..one day at a time.
Maybe you should speak to a professional about the anger. I don't think its uncommon to feel this way, but I do think you need to address this more than anything else..for the sake of your family, but most importantly for your sake.
Hope there are more and more happy days ahead filled with good health and contentment. Wish I could be of more help.
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