[Juls]

Just remembered - one of the other Ladies takes her notes to the toilet and reads them there before going back to treatment unit from Doctors office. Its the only time we get our file ( not supposed to be able to touch or read it - apparently it should be put in large envelope, sealed and taken back to ward by staff member. But to save time they let us take it as long as no-one sees us with it as they will take it from us! As I said "top secret") I haven't done this yet - would be worried about what I'd find!