[chekmark]

Maybe this is a stupid question but I need to ask. I was also told no scans unless symptomatic and only have a blood draw but what symptoms are we supposed to be looking for. Pain, what? Some days I just feel off, is this a symptom? After all the crap they put in us I don't know what normal feels like anymore. I feel pretty good but if I
have an off day I freak out. Before I was dx'd I kept telling my doctors that I just did not feel right, they would take blood,everything would be fine and blew it off as just getting older then I got cancer and they said I probably had it for years so that is why I most likely felt crappy for so long so if I feel slightly off am I having symptoms? I asked what symptoms I was supposed to be looking for and she said lumps, cough, pain.

I hate scans and all the waiting for the news but piece of mind would help us all enjoy life a little better. Every morning I have slight panic attacks wondering if this could be the day. I try to live my life as if I never had cancer but everyday I hear of someone getting newly dx'd, I see someone with no hair in the grocery store,etc. it's impossible to just move on without concern. Pain where? We have aches and pain everyday and I know if it persists for several weeks its a concern but pain can come and go forever, is this a symptom? i had headaches before when I get them now is it a symptom? I really do not know what I am supposed to be watching for. Call me stupid but it is just not clear to me.