[KsGal]

Im still in the same boat as you, and still haven't made a decision. I really like my job, but need to be feeling good and be reliable to do it. I don't know what kind of shape I will be in a few months down the line, I don't know if these drugs will work and I will have some time of remission, or it will be right on to some other therapy. I definitely need the money, but right now I am more leaning toward leaving this job, and then a couple months down the line if I am feeling like I can picking up something else just part time a few days a week. Im just scared to commit myself to something Im not certain I can do or for how long. ((hugs)) Its really confusing. My family says whatever decision I make will be the right one and we will work it out, but in my head I see the negatives of both options. Just wanted you know I know what a difficult decision it is. I'll be sending you lots of prayers and positive energy.