[islandgirl]

I just finished herceptin treatment last week. I am unexpectedly nervous about this, though reassured by my amazing oncologist at Swedish Hospital in Seattle that I've done a thorough course of treatment.

The nurses asked me what was 'next' in my life and without missing a beat I said 'cleavage'. (ah, humor, the great leveler). I plan on having breast reconstruction next month (implants). I'd wanted a break (for my kids and husband and me, too), but will do this while the insurance covers it all as I've maxed out from the expense of herceptin.

I am looking forward to living life.. It's all different, all brighter, more precious and profound. It's the upside of facing cancer. The gift.