[confident]

Dont know if I put my message in right place, I put it on newcomers. Anyway I am fifteen years in , and was really at the door (deaths).
Remind yourself, how many times in the past have you thought "this is it", it wasn't !!! this is just another set-back and you are no stranger to it.
Try to draw on your experience, you have probably envisaged the "end" countless times, but it wasn't !!
This is such a unique disease, no-one, knows what route it will take.In my journey I have seen the worst cases survive and the best fail.
I know a young woman who is triple neg, nothing to give her, she is still going against all predictions.
Have you not tried tykerb?
kind regards x