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Old 03-29-2010, 01:12 PM   #16
caya
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Re: Mixed emotions...survivors guilt

Marcia, I'm sure we all feel these emotions at some point in our "survivorship." I still do the Run for the Cure Walk here in Toronto every year -my two daughters(in their early 20s) and alot of their friends and some neighbours do it with us. Yes, I am the "survivor" in the group, sort of the mascot I guess. Until the cure is found, I will wear pink (always was my favourite colour, a prophecy of things to come I suppose)that day, and any other day I choose to. If that's what it takes to remind people about this horrible disease, and give money to it, I am there.
I don't push it on anyone, but if people ask me, I am more than ready to share my experiences. I too have spoken with the newly diagnosed, and will continue to do so. We all do/say what we feel like, it's all good.

Now go enjoy your seder tonight, have a glass of wine...

xo
all the best
caya
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