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Beckie · 09-01-2009, 04:26 AM

Marie,
I am praying for you. I am so sorry you are having to go through this. I remember telling my mother-in-law that it was ok to let go. I told her how much we loved her and would miss her, but that we would be alright, and knew we would see her again, so go ahead and go see her husband and her Savior.
She told my husband it made her feel much better, and she went a few days later.
I love you and Ed, and the relationship you have had. Rest as much as you can, take care of yourself and Ed. Sorry I didn't respond sooner, but I couldn't get on yesterday.
God bless you. Beckie

09-01-2009, 04:26 AM	#56
Beckie Senior Member Join Date: Mar 2007 Location: Norco, Southern California Posts: 53	Re: ~This Sounds So Terrible Of Me, Please Forgive Me Marie, I am praying for you. I am so sorry you are having to go through this. I remember telling my mother-in-law that it was ok to let go. I told her how much we loved her and would miss her, but that we would be alright, and knew we would see her again, so go ahead and go see her husband and her Savior. She told my husband it made her feel much better, and she went a few days later. I love you and Ed, and the relationship you have had. Rest as much as you can, take care of yourself and Ed. Sorry I didn't respond sooner, but I couldn't get on yesterday. God bless you. Beckie __________________ Diagnosed 4/06, age 55 1.1 cm tumor Pre-op x-ray caught lung nodules 6/06 - Stage 4, Her2+++, er/pr- Mets to lungs(largest 3 cm), liver (largest 5.5 cm), and bones Began taxotere, herceptin, & aredia 7/06 - radiation to lower spine & left shoulder for pain 8/06 - everything smaller 12/06 - stopped taxotere (toe infections) 5/07 - bone mets advancing 6/07 - add navelbine to herceptin & aredia 6/07 - discovered brain mets (3 in cerebellum, largest 2 cm.) 7/07 - WBR, change to Tykerb/Xeloda 9/07 - targeted radiation 10/08 - started navelbine/herceptin 2/09 - brain mets - targeted radiation 5/09 - mets in liver progressing, changed to Ixempra 7/09 - mets in liver still going, to the brain again, on gemzar now 9/09 - gemzar failed, started Doxil today I know Who holds the future, and I know He holds my hand.