[sarah]

I can feel your anguish and hurt for the mighty oak and your anger at this horrible disease. I hope there are some sisters living near enough to you to come and visit you and give you some big hugs. I give you a big cyber one. No one can be brave and strong 24/7. You need other shoulders to lean on and to take a breather. Perhaps go to a spa and be pampered for a day. Go to the beach and yell into the wind. Go to the gym and exercise until you are dead tired.
If you want to write to me privately, you can. My heart is so sad for you. Cry and scream and let go. Tomorrow is another day.
hugs and love
sarah