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Believe51 · 07-19-2009, 05:28 PM

(Smiling)...No dementia here, this is years in the making of a monster. She rewards and punishes, kicks you when you are down. I wish it was dementia, I would get that. Its almost like she is so selfish she does not realize others exist. She is 84 and finally I am done searching for her love. Oh, I do not mean to rave, but she is spiteful and jealous. She truely does not care that Ed is fighting off death right now, who does things like this??? God help me. I am going to offer her to pay half of what she wants and see if she bites. If not, well....I do not think you have ever seen the other half of me. I am a fighter when someone takes advantage, especially violates me. I feel bad for her already....The Wrath Of Believe.....Run For The Hills!! Hahaha...>>Believe51

07-19-2009, 05:28 PM	#28
Believe51 Senior Member Join Date: Jun 2007 Location: RHODE ISLAND (Ed getting me a latte on 2nd Cancerversary Cruise 2008) 'BELIEVE': To accept as true or real, To have faith in, To presume ALWAYS BELIEVE Posts: 2,999	(Smiling)...No dementia here, this is years in the making of a monster. She rewards and punishes, kicks you when you are down. I wish it was dementia, I would get that. Its almost like she is so selfish she does not realize others exist. She is 84 and finally I am done searching for her love. Oh, I do not mean to rave, but she is spiteful and jealous. She truely does not care that Ed is fighting off death right now, who does things like this??? God help me. I am going to offer her to pay half of what she wants and see if she bites. If not, well....I do not think you have ever seen the other half of me. I am a fighter when someone takes advantage, especially violates me. I feel bad for her already....The Wrath Of Believe.....Run For The Hills!! Hahaha...>>Believe51 __________________ 9/7/06Husband 50yrs=StageIV IBC/HER2+,BoneMets10/06TaxotereX10,'H'1X wk,Zometa,Tamoxifen4/12/07Last Tax5/18/07Pet=Rapid Cell Activity,No Organ Mets,Lytic Lesions,Degeneration,Some Bone Repair5/07ChemoFail6/01/07Pleural Thoracentisis=Effusions,NoMalignantCells6/19/07+7/2/07DFCI 6/25/07BrainMRI=BrainMets,Many<9mm7/10/07WBR/PelvisRad37.5Gx15&Nutritionist8/19/07T/X9/20/07BrainMRI=2<2mm10/6/07Pet=BoneProgression 10/24/07ChemoFail11/9/07A/Cx10,EndTam12/7/07Faslodex12/10/07Muga7512/13/07BlasticLesions1/7/08BrainMRI=Clear4/1/08Pet=BoneImprovement, NoProgression,Stable4/7/08BrainPerfect5/16/08Last A/C8/26/08BrainMets=10(<9mm)9/10/08Gamma10/30/08Met=5mm12/19/08Gamma5mets5 12/22/08SpinalMets1/14/09SpinalRads2/17/09BrainMRI=NoNewMets4/20/09BoneScan5/14/09Ixempra6/1/09BrainMRI=NumerousMets6/24/09DFCIw/DrBurstein6/26/09Continue Ixempra/Faslodex/Zometa~TM now lower7/17/09Stop Ixempra By Choice9/21/09HOSPICE10/16/09Earned His Deserved Wings And Halo=37 Month Fight w/Stage 4 IBC, Her2+++,My Hero!!