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Old 06-16-2009, 06:15 AM   #11
Believe51
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Location: RHODE ISLAND (Ed getting me a latte on 2nd Cancerversary Cruise 2008) 'BELIEVE': To accept as true or real, To have faith in, To presume ALWAYS BELIEVE
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Steph, of course I will say special prayers for you tomorrow that include all the glorious ones I say each day for the same reasons, only more. As I say prayers for you every day to remain NED I envision that picture of you that is burned into my mind. Yes, this is my friend and I pray for only her at this moment. It is my daily tribute and my honor to say these special thoughts and while I am saying them I so feel like that person sits besides me.

As we are sitting side by side tomorrow and I revise this prayer for you, I will smile. Smile knowing you are one special lady that has taken me far away from all the trials Ed and I have ever faced. I shall smile with the pride and honor I have to see you in my world each day, to know you support and love me. But I will especially smile because I know the true spirit and can see the Angelic aura you ooze for all of us. God hears our cries and I am counting on him to hear mine. Please keep this special woman free of this beast so she may continue her work here......

....just helping Ed and I constantly is a full time job for you, Steph (smiling). Continue to live free and keep those thoughts in the back of your mind. We all will keep in the front of 'ours' that you remain NED so you may continue your dance! Dance Our Sweet Lovey and leave the rest of the praying to us. Copious amounts of love and respect and my complete honor.>>Believe51
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