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Old 12-04-2008, 12:51 PM   #37
Believe51
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Marejo

This is the third time writing this post so sorry for the untimely delay. While reading this post I felt like jumping on a plane just to give you a hug. Yes, Marejo, this is not your normal disposition but it is so understandable when we are dealing with this disease. No amount of positive thinking nor praying can exile us from these feelings. Our lives have changed forever but thankfully we have this home to come to. We understand like no one else can, so vent away.

You are so supportive and loving to us all at Her2. I am so thankful and honored that you looked to us to vent your feelings, your honesty is pure and heartfelt. It also pleases me to hear that you are feeling better than yesterday.

Reading all these beautiful posts from your friends whom love you pretty much has you covered. Thank you Marejo for letting us coddle you for a change. I am wrapping you tightly in my arms right now since I cannot jump on that plane. I am rubbing your temples and whispering in your ears as we speak. Can you hear me?

You are always in those prayers and a large part of Ed and my daily life. We love you as does this family. Tonight I will light a candle especially for you, how does 'Christmas Eve' from Yankee Candle sound?? It is one of my favorites!!

Lots of love and prayers today and always. I love you!>>Believe51
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